Misconception

Why is it that u see me the way that u do?
Caught up in theories and perceptions
Instead of seeking the truth
Believing that I'm some sort of player or guy
Simply looking for some woman to "do"...
Why not take time to get to know me
Explore those things I try to pursue.
Do u know me?
Or even bother to try before u judge me?
Does my appearance predetermine who I am inside
Or what beliefs I have?
Why is a simple conversation
Taken as a playful tease
When the truth is I was just being friendly.
Is it really necessary for me
To walk around with my eyes sewn shut
And my mouth glued tight.
Don't sit back and judge me
What gives u that right?
Does ur perception of me
Inspire what u see
The reflection of thoughts u have
Projected upon my persona
And suddenly
U think I'm flirting
When I'm really just being me
Ur excuse is then that
I know what I'm doing
The moment I lay eyes on "her"
Using my physical prowess to spark some type of
Fire
Within her
I stop to say hello
U say my tone and the subtle growl in my voice
Says so much more
What u hear when I say hello is
"Just drop ur panties to the floor"
My "How are u"
Equates to "so when can we fuck?"
I humbly disagree and u claim I'm out of touch??
So should I instead live up to the
Expectation
Of ur misconception
Live my life as a womanizer far beyond correction
Then I'm labeled as such and shunned from society
An outcast
With no desires for love or any moments that last
Sitting alone, second guessing my thoughts and my actions
All because u had this twisted misconception
Of the man that I am
The security I provide
Try to see my true self and explore all those sides
Because I am just me
No ego attached
No ulterior motives
No sexual escapades lie in my focus... well not yet
I just want to know u
And make a new friend
But that requires u open ur eyes
And redirect ur perceptions

Some type of way

I'm feelin'...
Some type of way
Can't really say
If it's the time of day
Or the thought of a place
That put this taste... in my mouth
But I'm feelin'...
Like sucking on toes
And scratching up ur elbows
While u try to squirm away
From this oral ecstasy
That I'm feelin'...
Like ripping off ur clothes
Or trying to work out this pose
With your thighs behind ur head
And you cum'n on the bed
My tongue is in ur ass
And ur ass is in my hands
Ur eyes shut real tight
While I'm doin' head stands
I'm feelin'...
Like pullin' on ur hair
And fuckin' without any care
Let u climb on top of me
And let ur tits hang freely
Want to pull inside u deeper
Than u've ever had before
And when u want for me to stop
Is when we'll go a little more
I'm feelin'
This type of way
Just want to hold u tight and lay
Or is it lie...
Inside
U
And be still
Do all those things I will
And yet
This clock up on the wall
Is holdin' back my desires to be with u
So instead I have to
Just feel...
This...
Type of...
Madness.

Dreams

I met u in my dreams last night
Lying in my arms
Yearning to fill ur heart with desires
And wishing u were mine

We spoke of being intimate
Yet our time was not to be
Fears of hurts and pains
And what others might believe

I met u in a vision of wants
U smiled and said hello
Entertained my youthful spark
I held close long ago

Our meeting ended abruptly
As a door cracked from behind
Let a light come shining through
A truth we could not hide

I hope to see u in my dreams
And remember what we meant
I pray that u'll meet me one day
And reach out to ur friend

Invisible

I see u
More in my mind than in reality
I yearn to speak to u.
To hear the musical melody of ur voice
whisper ur wants in my ear.
To say hello...
To share a moment in time.
To satisfy ur desires.
To have ur interest become mine.
But time and logic intervene
and make my wants just distant dreams.
Unsure what I can do
Or what to say
Or how to act
Or how to pray.
Days go past and desires sway
Knowing wants may never come my way
Hesitation to reach out to u.
Desperation seems so untrue.
I wish to touch u.
To hold u.
To feel the touch of ur lips upon my own
To caress u
And care for u
These thoughts ring true
But seem out of view
Concentration leaves...
Drifts away like waves in the sea.
So I sit
And start
And dream of you and I enthralled in lust
My dreams slowly dissolve like dust
And again I sit
Alone
Wanting for u to be seen by me.