Queen

Bold, strong and confident
Are how I would describe her presence
Determined and courageous
Never afraid
To share a moment in time
To let you know that "she's mine"
And that she is yours
More than just nerves
It takes to tell her that
She... Is... Fine!
And even the blind
Can see her beauty
Beneath her toned skin
And intense grin
Making brothas think of sin
But respecting her swagger
Her intelligence
Her motherhood
Her elegance
Her sway and her walk
The theories, her talk
Speaks of her dreams and aspirations
To be greater than any nation
That settles for less
Without giving their best
Yet, I digress
Because that's not my test
She is...
Exceptional and wonderful
Motivation and spiritual
Helpful, selfless and defiant
All this without even tryin
Some may try to contain and hold
But her desires can't be controlled
Because she
Is simply
Free to be
As she chooses to be
Undeniable beauty

Dance

Movements and motions
Watching the flows
The arch in ur back
The point in ur toes
Intertwined to make melodies
That others can't know
Ur passion is captured
Through ur eyes and it shows
Rhythms
Beats
So lovely
Unique
Sharing emotions
Not being discrete
Let ur feelings shine through
Every chance u get
And enjoy the dance
As if u just met.

The Sixth Dimension

Lets reinvent ourselves
Redefine the words that identity the who we are when were together
Sure there's nothing quite like the fucking we create
The motion and the passion shared by us two when we lay
But let's go wild
Create our own positions and styles
Do all those things we sure to deny once were done
Let's just have fun
Don't question the placement of our tongues
Or the usage of that pole or phone
Who needs a picture
When the video could teach us that much more...
Let's take us to higher plane of existence
Forgetting rational movements and touching
Let's fuck on the refrigerator
Or outside on a tree limb
Let's climb heights before unmentioned
And divulge in thoughts of animalistic tendencies
Toes and earlobes
Knee caps and elbows
Should all be included in the passion we create
Let's loose ourselves
Beneath the rumble of the rooms quake
Let's fuck to keep each other awake
Because sleep would interrupt our intent
And we don't want to waste the time we spend
Let's
Kiss and touch
No lick and suck
Don't interrupt
This mental fuck
Just come inside
I'll let u ride while I plunge inside against that wall just outside
The jacuzzi
The room needs no definition
We'll fuck inside a sixth dimension
Let's start with the ending
So we may trace back to our beginnings without any rhyme or reason
Let's eliminate ejaculation
But concentrate on expectations of pleasures
We will cum and cum and cum with each flickr of our tongues
And yet go on and on and on without an end
Lets eliminate conclusions from our vocabulary
Because your juices will never stop flowing
Ur insides will never lack for pleasure
My firmness will never expire
No matter what physical acts transpire
Let's take it down to the wire
Or
just fuck until we're both exhausted

Just a moment

Sometimes... I need a moment...
To fight off urges of pulling u close and never letting go...
A moment in time
to clear my mind from this ever present knowledge of lust
Just a moment...
That's all it takes for real thoughts to be erased 
And my mind becomes flooded with the thoughts of you and I alone
In a moment...
An escape inside some place
Somewhere where you and I await
to become lost 
In the moment...
A brief spell in time where I can wine and dine with you
And on u
Inside that moment...
Touching and massaging your body as if if im trying to find some kind of atonement
For this moment...
To digest ur energies and passions while we focus on the lasting of the time 
Within this moment
Don't know how long I can hold it 
But hoping the feeling of me inside u can hold inside the fury that I want to put up on it
And up in it
So let's begin it 
Within this minute of thought that began this momentous occasion
Let's just perform it
As if this was some type of show
And the stage placed upon pedestals in the rain or snow or whatever precipitation would make u hold me closer
I need to know us
Within this moment

Called forever.

Destruction - An excerpt from "The Makings of a Man"

I remember being awakened by Babygirl, tears streaming from her eyes as she posed the question.  It had to be around 1:30 in the morning or sometime close to it.  In my exhausted, dazed and confused state, it was hard for me to hear what I knew already I had heard.

“What,” I asked, searching for clarification and trying, simultaneously, to stimulate my other senses.

“Is – She – Pregnant,” she asked again, breaking down the sentences as if each word was a stand-alone sentence.  The room was dark and silent.  A chill arose up my spine and I could only answer the question with a single word before the tension would reside.

“Yes.”

This conversation had started many hours before this moment.  Only a few days had passed since my return from the desert sands of Kuwait.  And in those few days, I was forced to answer a lot of questions and pour my heart out to the woman whose heart I had continued to deceive for far too many years.  I told her about my relationship with Passion and all of the things that had transpired over the past 6 months of deployment.  Apparently even my feeble attempt at honesty even now was not enough to appease the ever-growing curiosities of my spouse.

She waited until I went to sleep before going into the spare bedroom where my unpacked bags were and begin her search.  What she found was a letter; parting words from a love interest concerned about our relationship as it were and the desire that I would play an active role in her life and of the child she bore within.  I guess I should be thankful that a question rather than a burning bed or my dick being tossed in a bush awakened me.

The hardest thing to do in life is tell someone you care about you have violated his or her trust.  The thought crossed my mind on occasion during my time away but once again, the resulting hurt and pain had never been a consideration.  So as I stood there looking into the tear filled eyes of this woman, myself filled with hurt and the pain of knowing and realizing the true pain and disarray that I had caused, I began to tell my story… 

(To be continued)

Sex Therapy (Feat. India “Yaya” Clark)

Mental stimulation, oral ejaculation

My thoughts are now erected

What’s your plan?

In fact, I hope you don’t have one

Let our bodies CARPE DIEM, and do whatever we please

Never with ease

Take me over the rainbow, under stars

Use your tongue as your guide

Find your way to my secrets

Come on…

Come on… Really?

Is this ur desire?

To have me cum on places

Letting time and place escape us

As our bodies entangle and communicate

Allowing us to inundate the room with our lust?

Our desires show through… and urs is slippin

Calling my name

Asking for pleasures mixed with pains

Of satisfaction…

Come on…

I hear u

Whispering my name across the crowded room

As if u know me

But wait… Is it u I see

To know if it’s me, you need only touch me

But not with your hands or fingers

Only your lips can say if they remember…me

Allow your mouth to find its way to my hollow

You can lay down as I give you…me

Remember no hands or fingers

It’s dark, I know you can’t see

Stick your tongue out and wait

To savor what you know all too well

Now… let’s see if you can tell

Those lips… ah yes

That taste and that touch

I’ve missed it so much

I could never replace the feeling

The desire

Allowing sexual energies

To converge like conversations

Our souls so intertwined

Our minds much more in line

To create orgasmic flows

Sexual eruptions flow

Upon us

And u…

And others too…

Feel the cataclysmic vibrations of our energies setting free

A feeling u and I alone know to be

Inside of u…

Allowing u…

Moving u…

Soothing u…

Until u feel u just can’t get enough

And then, it begins…

My lips have a need to say your name

But I need your help

I mean yes, I can say it on my very own but

I need you to assist me with this

Bedtime stories, romantic anecdotes

Are we forbidden?

This thing we do, do we care?

No

We have no resentments here

Everything we do is allowed in our minds

So come on… rewind

Fast…forward…

Playing ur game,

Awaiting my name

Yearning to hear it again and again

As we divulge in our desires of…

What is it u say?

…forbidden

…romantic anecdotes.

A twisting of words to allure my attention of lust

And things others deem too unjust

But our bodies gravitate towards the passion that boils deep within our souls

Wanting and waiting

For the first touch

And taste

And moan

Ah, yeah

Those lips part now, gently

Allowing ur tongue to twist and move

To whisper the sound u forceably yet playfully held back

…”Speechless”

You begin this encounter with unspoken desires

But to my surprise

Placing my hands into your jeans was… wise

This move has ended my drouts demise

Here, take my lips

Both of them

All of them into your mouth

Yes, you love how my nectar is released into your open vacancy

CAN YOU RELEASE ME?

I feel as tho I’m trapped

Only you have the key

Unlock my words, let loose my screams

Encourage my HOLLERS

Your name needs to be told to someone other than me

Should I invite another?

Between us two, three or four

It only increases the hunger more

And my appetite for the nectar is neverending

So bring who u must but let them know before they…cum

Just exactly what they are in for

Break free from the bonds of society

And free ur mind with mine

Allow me to lick u and eat u

Juices let loose from within

Over and over again

No room for bystanders or onlookers…

Join in

Take me inside of u

As I please and tease

Setting minds at ease

Feeling like ur alone in a dark room of ecstacy

Yet allowing bodies to be explored by me

Intimately

Discretely

Fantastically

Overwhelmingly

Sensually

Satisfying u

How can I remain speechless with the things you do

You make my orgasms not comprehend the word “few”

They are instead quite frequent!

When you nestle yourself between my thighs

I will gladly allow you to lick, touch and taste

Whatever your hands and tongue are free for

Last time you put your name on it

So it… IS YOURS

Take it when you please

Never apologize for what you do

Just kiss those soft spots when you’re threw

12play? I’m ready

Legs spread, juices secreted… stop the agony

But… an apology is overdue

For the damage that I’m about to put on u

Because I am prepared to

Fuck…

Ur…

Soul…

Destroy any wants or second thoughts

As to why u are here

Or what u may have experienced before

To thrust inside u further than u thought could ever be explored

To etch my name of walls and crevices

U believed were reserved for nothingness

And I have the tools to get it done

Have u believing ur a virgin again

Seeking a priest to confess all ur sins

As I slide out, then slide back in…

And time…It stands still

Hours will start to pass but not until

That “twelve play”

Fucking and touching and doing things my way

Then urs…

Because I am still a gentle – man.

And the eruption of sexual gratification is incomplete

Until she’s had her chance to… ”skeet, skeet”

Upon the bed and the floor

Allow ur juices to flow and pour

Until u remember to forget my name…

I wonder what makes you think

MY name wont be mumbled more

Have you forgotten my skills?

How I ride endlessly

How my “rear-end-bend” forces you to forget your own name

Complete your task before I begin mine

Yes… I AM THAT GOOD

69 was indeed a very good year

Do you remember dear?

When you entered into the atmosphere

With fear… in your eyes

With you, I can never, ever remain speechless

You penetrate through me like a drill

Taste you? YES I think I will

If you agree to fill… me up

Don’t ask me to hold my cries any longer, PLEASE!

Let me yell, ask me to scream

Beg me to recite your full name, including aliases

Because we will never get enuff of… this

Realize

I realize I have survived societies norm

That I have been given opportunities to succeed numerous times in my life
Survived the pains of the streets 
and plights of the under privileged 
to make a small name for myself
Afforded the chance to give back to those who have given to me 
Even if I can't return their favors equally
I've been given that chance
to stand where others have fallen

I realize I'm not always right

I've wronged and been wronged 
but I continue to build character 
based on my own experiences
I've been chastised and abused
Criticized and used 
both verbally and emotionally
And yet, I've forgiven and been forgiven

I realize the compasion of women

I acknowledge that my understanding and branding 
of the opposite sex has often times fallen short
Recognize the pursuit of "her" is not some type of sport
And her love, when she loves, is like no other
She withstands turmoils and stress
And her love rationalizes things by it's own free will

I realize that real eyes see real lies
And though I can't take credit for that line
I understand that time can heal all wounds
Understand that no amount of success and fame 
can rescue ur name from the shame 
of violating a woman's love
But she will forgive u
If she loves and has faith in the strength and stability of that love

I realize my time in this life is limited

That men and women before me 
sacrificed their happiness so that I may enjoy my own

I realize truth can be found if it's sought 
but can have a devastating end if ur motives aren't true
That is to say that truth exist within our own minds eye 
and therefore, should not be defied
Let me live life like God is watching and perhaps find that he's not 
instead of thinking he doesn't and hoping that's so
Because those earthly sins are devastating 
if they are indeed factual

We all must take the time to realize our lives are a gift not to be taken for granted
Unfortunately it takes ur own eyes to see what life has to offer
Ur own will to seize those opportunities laid out before u
We just have to wake up

And realize

Fantasies

Is it wrong for me to want you
Hold you and feel you?
Monopolize your thoughts,
Planning to steal you.
Take away your pains,
Allow me to heal you.
Listening as a friend,
Show me the real you.

Wish the sands of time
Would pause for an hour.
I'd steal away a moment
To enjoy a shower.
Whisper poetry to you,
In a bed of flowers
Or lie next to you,
Your thoughts, I'd devour.

Destiny isn't fair,
It shows me no favor.
So I keep the old thoughts near,
Memories I savor.
Waiting for the call,
Needs minor or major.
I need to right this wrong,
And adjust my behavior.

Not sure how to correct it,
Do other things instead.
I can't seem to escape,
The two of us in bed.
Patience is virtuous,
Or so it's been said.
Just tell me what to do,
To get you out of my head.